I will always be there....

When your baby gets hurt life becomes simple.

I look into her teary eyes, and I start to tear up,
I always said I would never let any thing happen to you,
The hardest thing for a parent is to realize you can't protect your kid from everything.

All I want is to hold you, protect you,
Tell you life is full of flowers and candy,
but as you learn how painful some things are I see you grow.

I may not be able to always protect you,
I might not always be able to catch you when you fall,
But I will always be there to hold your hand through everything!

It is just who I am....

I had a roller coaster of a up bringing. Mostly my own doing, my childhood was one I wouldn't wish on anyone. I was lucky when my dad married my mom I know now. Taking us girls out of a horrible start of life.

I left home pretty young to find me, I think I found much more. I lived in some torn down homes, finding any where to lay my head down. My mom tried her best to pull me out of the places I was in, but I ran further away.

I am sure she cried many tears over me, yet I couldn't bring myself to ease her pain. As I lived this crazy life I learned how to depend on myself, sink or swim as so many say. I trusted only myself. My mentality was greatly alerted by these years. Although, painful, sad, and lost most of the time, I survived.

After some time I came back home, but my way of thinking was to far gone, they opened their arms, and loved me so, but I just couldn't share who I use to be. I never asked for sympathy, or felt as if I was given a bad hand in life.


Now a days, my life with my family is still strained, but time to time I show the person inside and for a minute all seems right to the world.