I am working in Moffatt where every one I know, knows my husband. This has me in an emotional roller coaster. Every time some one comes in I begin crying like a big baby. I used to work at this place I loved so much, but with the ups and downs of my marriage trying to get my life in order I left in a hurry. Although, I knew I shouldn't walk away like I did, I felt like I didn't have another choice. I know it left a bad taste in their mouth about me, and I am sure some may think it is wrong that I try to come back.
I call it the walk of shame. I will have to enter the door, walk past the people I left hanging (with my head hanging low), then step into the office and face the two people I probably let down the most. I know they don't me, it is really me who needs them. They have always been there for me like a family, and right now I need a support system. I know after what I did it will be difficult for them to open up their arms and take me in.
I don't know what I will say and I don't know if this will be an emtional meeting. I know I have learned from my past and am willing to fix what I did. I hope tomorrow goes well.
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